Chapter 23 (finale)
“Previously,
Bader: ee wallah fkra knt
bgoo nfs al shay 5ala9 ana inshallah bklm 3mi w aboy
Haifa: okay inshallah
Bader dropped me home w I
slept after marra knt t3bana…”
One week after (the day
before my wedding)
I woke up at 6 w I was
soo nervous, I’m doing this im really doing this, I kind of felt dizzy w
excited I was so overwhelmed, I went to the bathroom w did my usual, then I
went out w found my parents sitting in the living room so I joined
Om hiafa: hla bl 3arosaa
Haifa: hla be om al
3rosaa
Abo Haifa: ha bnti kefik
kef kl shay m3aki
Haifa: 9ara7a 5ayfa shwya
Om Haifa: shofi ya bnti
bader walad zn w walad nas, bs i4a 7asa bshay golili w ana jahza asawi elli
wdik
Haifa: la ymma mo ki4a bs
a5af bkra al fostan ma ykafi aw a6ee7 aw ay shay
Om Haifa: la ya binti
79ini nafsik w inshallah kl shay b5air
Haifa: shkrn yumma
Om Haifa: hw ha4a al wajb
ya bnti, hayoof shofi wsh bysawoon fo6or
Haifa: la knt bafakr a6l3
m3 al banat
Om Haifa: ajl ro7i wnb96i
Haifa: okay love you mama
w baba
Mama w baba: w n7na akthr
I went back to my room w
texted the girls W we decided to meet be beit nouf... 2 hours later i went to
noufs house w the girls weren't coming for another hour i guess
Haifa: nouf bs2lik so2al
Nouf: smi
Haifa: nouf kef e7sasik youm gbl l2ni marra
5ayfa w ma-
Nouf: hahaha ttzkari kef kalamtik wna abki
agool ma abi atzwj tkfa, shofi ana knt 5ayfa bs 6l ma knt b3rf ini btzawaj
rashed ha4a al shay elli kan yhadini, shofi hayoof al zawaj y5awif ma bagoolik
l2 bs inti 3arfa 7ttzawaji mno w bader zen bl3aks etwanasi 3shan trust me i
know this is gonna be the best day of your life
Haifa: that made me feel so much better wallah
marra thank yo- ( tala bttbki)
Nouf: dageega t3ali, (while getting up) no
need wallah, bs shofi i was scared w your not gonna understand that till you
have kids i guess bs i know for a fact that marrying him was one if thebest
things in my life because without him i wouldnt have had the biggest blessing
of my life which are my kids
Haifa: inshallah
We spent the night in silky robs there’s pink
written on the back with white in cursive bridesmaids and mine was white and
written in pink bride lol.. we watched a romantic movie w g3dna ntklm w ntzkr
zkrayat zman it was about 12am w i left w ghazal kanat m3aya since she was
gonna sleep over...
The next morning (today is the big day)
I woke up overwhelmed, but today was different
i wasnt scared, i wasn't feeling nausea i was a bit scared other than that i
was happy, i woke up to my mom and ghazal coming to my room with a plate of
chocolate chip pancakes and milk my favorite, w i ate then went down to the
guest bedroom w kan fe bint tsawi massage yayy, sawat massag for 90 minutes w
it was about 3 ro7t le my room w kan fe al banat w they were all doing
there hair and make up lets skip to 11
I wore my classic ball gown white dress, which
was well fitted on top it was really long with a long vail it was my dream
dress, my makeup was a smoky eye look however it wasn’t that intense w a rosy
lip For my hair i did a low bun and wore a small tiara mama wore on her
wedding... it was 11:30 w its gonna be the first time i talk to him in a week
let alone see him i was nervous i was sitting on the couch w texting nouf ella
fj2a someone came in, i finished my text then decided to text look up...
Bader: whoaa
Haifa: (looked up) ah hlaa (tried to get uo bs
my dress ma sa3adni lol
Bader: 5aleeki 5aleeki bs mashallah, ana mtzwj
ajml bnt fl 3alam
Haifa: wsh d3wa
Bader: wsh elli wsh d3wa, wallah inik jmela ya
7a4i feek
Haifa: (giggling) mrra mt7msa llzafa
Bader: (rasing his eyebrows up and down) wna
le shr al 3sl
Haifa: (hitting his shoulder softy) bader
Bader: (acting k2no he got hurt) ayy la la
tkfa y3wrr
Haifa: kl zg (laughing)
Bader: hayoofati a7bk
Haifa: wna amoot feek, bader 5ayfa
Bader: mn esh
Haifa: al zfa 5ayfa a6ee7
Bader: afaaa 5ayfa wna m3ak
Haifa: (squeezes his hand) you'll always be
here for me 97
Bader: ya i promise <3
10 minutes later w mama d5alat w galat yallah
bnnzl... kna godam al main door elli it leads to the zfa, bader was holding my
hand w as he kisses my forehead the doors opened w i could her the girls
screaming loll a7bhm i squeezed dodies hand w we took our first step, Every
step i take the faster my heart beats as i got closser to my father i saw the
flower girls standing near the kosha w i saw my father and my father in law and
my brother in laws w awlad 5alati even musaad came lol, i found them smiling
thats when bader (went near my ear and whispered)
Bader: allah ydm hl 9'7ka
Haifa: a7bk
W9lna al kosha w bost ra9 baba w hwa bas ra9i
w 79'ni, w bst ra9 abo bader, lets skip till after the fara7 fl hotel room….
Btw we just went in the room ino lisa knt bl fostan w kl shay
Bader: finally your all to my self(his hands
around my waist w pulling himself closer)
Haifa: bss doodii 5alini asheel al fostan w
ad5l al 7mam w ashleel al mkyaj w asheel elli fsh3ri
Bader: wna esh asawi lw7di
Haifa: (shft ktab ro7 w a5dto) e8r2
Bader: (raised one eyebrow) nice one yallah
5al9i bsor3a
Haifa: okay
I gave him a peck on the lip w basically ran
to the bathroom as he laughed at my attempt of running in my wedding dress lol…
ya rabi wsh lon a6l3 mn al 7mam wallah ino madri im nervous…. 5ala9 haifa its
all in your head… I went to see i4a 76oli my pj’s w nseet ino mama prepared my
things w ma shft wsh blbs, kan a lact black bra w panty , m3 a roob bss :))))
shit kef b6l3 yallah 3adi bs bgfl al rob
w agolo t3bana…anyways ms7t my make up w lbst my lingerie w shlt al ashya2 mn
sh3ri w I guess b6l3
Bader: w a5eerann
Haifa: m3lesh 6walt 3leek
Bader: laa 3adi( he noticed how I wasn’t
comfortable I guess, he was on the bed w he raised one arm as I went in w he
hugged me, w bas ra9i) wsh be ntfaraj movie
Haifa: mrra wedi comedy
Bader: ee 7ta ana, 6b eshbik shklk mo mrta7a
abdn
Haifa: la wallah um bs-
Bader: tara iza ma wdk la ts5afi ( w bas ra9i
tani <3 wallah ini a7bo)
Haifa: um la 3adi bs ino madri
Bader: a7bk wnti mst7iya
Haifa: mani mst7eya
We watched the movie w kan fe a kissing scene
usually ykoon ino 3adi bs madri esh 9rli awal ma ja I looked up w he looked
down and that’s where our lips touched… and that’s when I knew I was beginning
a new journey to where I would be one happy person
3 year later..
A lot has happened nouf is a mother of there
Mohsen whom is now 6 talia whom is three w zaina whom is 4 moths old, layan and
leen both got married a year ago and are both pregnant with twins bs layans
gonna have boys w leens gonna have girls, layan is in her 7th month
w leen is on her 5th, ghazal and musaad got married 2 months after
bader and I, and have there first daughter amal she one now and is pregnant
with her second in her 6th month and as for myself and bader we are
happier than ever im pregnant w im in my
8th month, im gonna have my frist w scary doesn’t quite cut it,
bader has not only been the best husband minjid im so thankfull for someone
like him to be in my life especially after my father passed away in a car
accident :( allah yr7mo, ya that happened about two years ago w I had a
miscarriage bs al7mdellah 3la kl 7al I have so much people supporting me and
just generally being there for me…
