Monday, August 14, 2017

chapter 3

Chapter 3

---haifa' prov---

bader: soo...

haifa: *giving him  the what do you want look*

bader: mn wen

haifa: wsh d5alak

bader: I'm sorry for just trying to make conversation ( sounding pissed)


damnnnn i melted his english was perfect, shit i must look like shit okay a9ln i don't even give a shit, ya allah ya haifa stop over thinking and say something


haifa: mo k2nana 6walna wen al shalleih

bader: its the next one

haifa: ahh ( as he was placing me on the steps in front of the shalleih to open the doors then helped me up)


t3rifo al e7sas elli 5ayfeen ino you have no idea who this person is yet bs you kinda feel so comfortable around them w t7osi fe shay bennakom bs you have no idea, its a feeling where you feel safe yet so unaware. he helped me make my way to the L couch as i sat with my legs in front of me.


bader: tshrabi shay

haifa:  moya please

bader: 6yb (flashing his million dollar smile)


he got the water with an ice pack and made his way to the couch facing me, ino basically howa jmb rjli, and he slowly pick my leg up the pain got worst


haifa: ayyy please 5ala9 abi arj3

bader: wennn, haifa rjlk manfo5 5aleeni awadeeki mostashfa

haifa: bader please l2

bader: haifa wallah mob 3shani, 3shanik

haifa: 6yb 7o6 al thlj for now w iza lisa y3wr nroo7 al mostashfa

bader: w3d w tgoolen ma tnksfeen

haifa:  w3d


5 minutes of awkward silence

bader: soo.. km 3mrik

haifa: 19 yr w int

bader: 23 yr tdrosi barra wala bjeddah

haifa: la adros fe jeddah ll'asaf.. bjam3at xx w int

bader: ana badros fe london fe jam3at xx

haifa: i've always wanted to go there bs being an only child no way ahli yr9'o

bader:  no way ana 3ndi 4 sisters w 1 brother yallah 5asara inshallah Liza wdeeik saw your masters

haifa: weeni w wen al masters inshallah at5rj b3dan ashof (as they both laughed) mashallah allah y7fzhom w y5aleekom lb39'


and just like that we started talking, bdoon 7s 3da s3a, although i only meet him today there was something about him that made me so comfortable around him, he made me feel like i was someone, something special the way her would listen to me when i would talk, the way he would laugh at my corny jokes, the way he made it seem so easy, thankfully he had a special aid kit in the house which had an ankle brace, it helped a lot i mean at least i could walk by myself right? shit 3ada sa3a, al banattt s7bt 3alahom s7ba they must be worried sick about me, just as i was about to tell bader i had to go someone came in, how the fuck did he forget to lock the door.


..: hala ya bader fenak

bader: (whispering) shit haifa ma ab3'a a7ad yshofik t3ali m3aya

haifa: wen bnroo7

bader: ed5oli al 3'orfa w e6l3i mn al backdoor 7ykoon fe

haifa: bader wallah ma a3rif (as her vision started to blur)

bader: ya allah ya haifa

haifa: ana wsh d5alni bader please 9rifoo

..: bader wenakk

bader:6yb (whispering to haifa) hala ya 3abood esma3 bs adish al 7mam w agablk bl b7r ( as he left to see his friend i guess)

3bood: la t6weel b3'ena n6l3 ( he made his way and closed the door behind him)

bader: that was close (whispering to himself as he was speed walking to his room to find haifa tearing)

bader: hey hey hey whats wrong

haifa: i shouldn't have i i have to go

--- baders prov---


i sensed that she had regretted staying and she might have been scared, i don't blame her i've just meet her, as a hot tear rushed down her face i slightly placed my hand on her face wiping that single tear as another followed along she placed her small hand on top of mine moving it away, at that moment i felt something I'm pretty sure she felt it to however, i just decided to brush that feeling away knowing that things won't work out just like my previous failed experiences, i mean why did i even do that ma bennaa ya allah ya bader etkalam

bader: lesh t9e7een (in a soft voice)

haifa: i i i have to go I'm sorry


kasarat 5a6ri wallah she isn't like the other girls i knew she was different i could feel it. as she walked away i knew better than to run after her, i also knew she didn't want to be followed by me. as i helped myself out to meet my friends she was long gone


3abood: fenak ya bader ga3deen s3a w n7na nstanak

mishal: ee wallah wsh ga3d tsawi

bader: jani sh3'la m3lash

3abood: ween nroo7

mishal: mshtahi mac into

3abood: wallah goodam w bader?

bader: yallah w kalmo musaad ygablna


-- to be continued--



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