chapter 9

Chapter 9



"previously 

guy2 : allah allah shklhom thogal

guy1: (as he comes closer w touches my hair) hla bl zen ( i was scared shitless)

haifa: etrokni wala wallah aza3g ( as i attempt to look strong)

guy1: (as he comes closer to my ear and whispers) asawi elli ab3'a


fj2a someone came w removed the guys hand it was..."




--- bader's prov---

knt m3 musaad w salman b knightsbridge ella ma fj2a ashoof haifa w 7awalaha shabab shklaha kan marra 3'l6 w mahi mrta7a, ma gdrt asma nafsi akeed 39bt w laman shofto byl3b b'sh3raha ma gdrt amsak nafsi ella ma ashoof nafsi ro7talaha mskt yado be agua ma 3ndi


bader: etrokha al 2an

guy1: w meen int inshallah

bader: 5a6ebaha meen int ( as i gave him a deadly look and started to make my voice louder)

guy1: mn b3d iznakom ana ray7 m3lesh i4a 9'ayagtik bs knt a6g6g

bader: t6g6g m3 banat al nas 7mar int ashofak jmbaha marra thanya wallah ma tshoof 5air fahm

guy1: ee


he walk away as i saw haifa have a smile of relief and well that itself made my day


haifa: shkrn

bader: ma benna ( giving her a million dollar smile)


--haifa's prov--


bader: 5a6ebaha meen int

guy1: mn b3d iznakom ana ray7 m3lesh i4a 9'ayagtik bs knt a6g6g

bader: t6g6g m3 banat al nas 7mar int ashofak jmbaha marra thanya wallah ma tshoof 5air fahm

guy1: ee


56eebiiii???? n3m well at least thats what let him leave, nouf pinched me which indicate that i should thank him therefor she went in to get our orders


haifa: shkrn

bader: ma benna ( giving her a million dollar smile)

with that he left, i was waiting outside for a few minutes then nouf came out with our food and was smiling so hard minjid tgoolo b3d shwy wjha ytshg 

haifa: 5airrr al ebtisama shaga wjhik

nouf: t5ayaliii rashoodi jy london bkraaa ( if you forgot his her boyfriend) 

haifa: 3rfna 7ts7abi 3alana al sefon 97

nouf: kli zg la wallah bs wanasaa w7shniee, speaking of meen daa 56eebik ajlll (winking w laughing)

haifa: 5a6ebi meeennn tawny a3rifo, t4kri elli goltalik 3aleh elli bl b7r, da howa ( i don't know why bs i blushed) um w kan jmbi bl 6yara b3d 

nouf: yzgg w mita nawya tgoleen amma his good looking 

haifa: 5aleeki be rashid

nouf: lollll ma 3rifnaki w inti t3'areennnn 

haifa: kli tbn ma a3'ar 

nouf: marraaaaa 

nouf kept teasing me about bader as i did with rashid we continued talking and laughing the whole way back to the hotel, our hotel kan fe knightsbridge which was so good 3shano jmb kl shay,

we went back to the hotel room and took a nap...

leen: YALLAHHH GOOMOOOOOO (nouf and i jumped out of bed as leen, layan, and ghazal laughed there asses off) 

nouf: kef d5ltoooooo ( layan pointing at im guessing our room key) 

haifa: ( as i was rubbing my eyes) banal al s3a km

layan: 7:30 

haifa: amaaaa yallah ana bagoom a54 body shower w atjhz 

nouf: w ana banam 3abl peace out bitches 

leen: laa mafi t3ali 3'orfatni w 54i shower( as she basically drags her of the bed) 

everyone was basically doing there own thing, layan was doing ghazals hair while ghazal was doing her make up, and when she finished they would switch, after haifa took her body shower she went to ghazals room, since we all thought it would be best if we got ready there, after leen made sure nouf was fully awake she went to ghazals room and waved her hair since it was straightened, it took them all about two hour to get ready and they all looked hot. haifa was wearing topshop skinny jeans which were ripped, with a body top white and a baby pink bomber jacket and adidas superstars, her hair was curled and she had simple make up on, layan wore black leggings with a white body top and her Pablo jean jacket which matched perfectly with her chanel flats, she had natural make up with red lips she also straighten her hair, leen wore a of shoulder black fitted dress with a army jacket, tan hérmes sandals and simple make up, which showed of her sharp eyeliner, nouf wore topshop ripped skinny jeans with a white off shoulder fitted crop top with a leather jacket for zara, parada ballerinas, wavy hair, and amazing make up, last but not least ghazal wore a long fitted grey dress with leather jacket, gucci shoes, curled hair, and her makeup was flawless, it wasn't to much however complemented her in so much ways.. after i finished i opened my phone and realized i haven't accepted bader, so i did... 

wait and see whats gonna happen next to be continued

 

chapter 8

Chapter 8


---Haifa's prov---


a week later... today was finally the day where i get to travel with my best friends, wanasaaaa anyways nouf, leen, layan and ghazal were going to london tomorrow and a week after lulu will be joining us, i was finally finalizing my bags w i couldn't wait ino minjid this vacation is needed! 1 hour later i finally finished packing. i slept and woke up to the sound of my alarm which was 5am:) since we went on the early flight, i wore black leggings from H&M, a black body shirt, my " anti social social club" hoodie, and my black season 1 yeezy, i honestly love to travel in comfy cloths, i put on a little makeup to hide the tfge3 lol, nzlt w i found my parents down stairs


om haifa: kl shay jahza m3aki jawazik 97

haifa: ee al7mdellah 9ba7 al 5air kefakom

abo haifa: wallah kolo b5air badamk b5air, mt7misa

haifa: ee marraaa

abo haifa: haifa la tnsi t6minina awal ma tw9ali london, w kalemena fl m6ar

haifa: ee akeed ya baba la t7tk ( as we al laughed)

om haifa: binti kbrti wallah entabhi 3la nasik, ghazal btmor 3alak 97

haifa: ee inshallah


and with that ghazal called me and told me she was outside i said my last goodbyes as i got things and went outside, we went to the airport and meet with the girls there, then we sat in the lounge , since it was the morning so we ate breakfast there, sadly our seats weren't next to each other well i guess it's gonna be a long 6 hours

ghazal: banat esh bnsawi alyoum

haifa: ana wedi anammm

leen: nami bl6ayara

layan: ee ana 3ndi 7bat al mnawim meen yb3'a

haifa: ana nseet 7goni fa ana ba5od

layan: okay

nouf: banat alyoum bnroo7 top shop ell fe knightsbridge yb3'ali km shay w mn hinak nshoof

haifa: okay sounds like a plan


as i was scrolling through my phone they made the announcement to go the cars which will take us to the plane, in the plane..


i got seated in the plane and  i was in the window seat i loved the view and everything however the only problem was that i was kinda afraid of heights, something about it scared the crap about me, as i was waiting for the plane to take off someone whom looked familiar sat down next to me, i guess fate played its part it was Bader, i guess this is gonna be awkward


bader: hla haifa

haifa: um hla ( giving him a soft smile )

bader: hows your foot

haifa: wallah it was good 7mdellah once i slept it went lol

bader: 6b kways al7mdellah ( flashing his million dollar smile)


it was time to take off as i held my seat and closed my eyes as i felt a warm his warm hand holding my, that just gave me butterflies as i slightly looked up at him and smile it was like the fear had went as i held his hand for my life and he held mine as the plane took of... i woke up to baders soft touch telling me it was time to land as i looked up and smiled at the sight of our hands still together


bader: 9aba7 al 7elo

haifa: 9aba7 al 5air

bader: slept well

haifa: ee al 7mdellah you

bader: nmt sa3a

haifa: ah

bader: oh nseet i kept this for you ( it was a box felo sandwiches w snacks) golt iza knti j3ana

haifa: oh thank you

bader: anytime


as i ate my sandwich there was 30 minutes till landing as i went to the bathroom (be karma) i freshened up w went back to my seat, it was time for landing he automatically held my hand as i laid my head on his shoulders, as for the girls leen w layan slept the whole flight while ghazal sat with this she seemed in her late forties lady, little did she know she was musaads mother, and nouf sat with this guy in late 20's ... we arrived at Heathrow airport as we went to immigration which took forever, then we got our bags, then we found a driver waiting for us as we finally reached our hotel we went to the lobby thankfully our rooms were ready, we got 3 rooms one for layan and leen, the other for nouf and i, and the one connection to our was lulu and ghazal's thankfully we were all next to each other. 3 hours later in harrods


nouf: banat marra j3t ana baroo7 pizzaria

layan: ee ana m3ki

leen: ana bkml asoog w on the way to the hotel ba5o4 chappati

haifa: ana m3akii

ghazal: ana broo7 m3 nouf w layan


we went our separate ways as i opened my phone and found a follow request from bader on twitter, i smiled anyways i decided i would accept in the hotel so we continued shopping for about a hour and a half till the girls finished eating then went to chapati and karak, marra kan z7ma bs i was craving there cream cheese chapatie for so long, nouf and i went to the counter ordered our food then waited outside the place since it was pretty small, then three guys approached us


guy1 : mashallah 3alak 9aroo5

guy2: shklahom s3odiyeen

guy3: ee ya let m3ahom w7da thaltha  ( as nouf and i rolled our eyes at them)

guy2 : allah allah shklhom thogal

guy1: (as he comes closer w touches my hair) hla bl zen ( i was scared shitless)

haifa: etrokni wala wallah aza3g ( as i attempt to look strong)

guy1: (as he comes closer to my ear and whispers) asawi elli ab3'a


fj2a someone came w removed the guys hand it was...





--to be continued---

chapter 7

Chapter 7 


" previously

we swapped phones as our hands slightly touched each other, it gave me goosebumps, i'd be lying if i said i didn't like it lol, i started to walk away as musaad suddenly calls my name 

musaad: ghazal..." 

-- ghazal's prov--


ghazal: n3m

musaad: um 3adi asawilik add b'twitter i4a ma 3ndik man3 6b3an ( as he was looking down)

ghazal: umm sure esmi ghazal_alx

musaad: mashkoora yallah have a good night ( giving her a million dollar sign)


we both left our separate ways, w don't get me wrong i don't date, i don't even talk to guys well after my ex, let me tell you that it didn't end well, anyways i went back to the girls thinking of tell them or not, i decided that since nothing really happened i wouldn't tell, i mean whats the point


lama: yzg ki4a ma trodi 3ala jawalik 5ofna 3laki

ghazal: hw wsh d3wa

lulu: tsthbili ga3da 25 minutes fl 7mam w tgooli " hw wsh d3wa"

ghazal: banat khala9 ma feni shay w jeet w al7mdellah gafilo al mw9'o3

haifa: 6b 5l9 bs la t3eediha

ghazal: okay

haifa: almohim lama btsameeha haifa 3alay 97

lama: you wish

lulu: la 6b3an lulu 3alay

lama: lulu a5r esm ( as we all laughed at lulu as she was acting upset bs eventually gave up and laughed)


after the restaurant we decided that we would have a sleepover at lulu's house, bs lama couldn't so w dropped lama off at her house and went to lulu's house


lulu: banat emsho ntfaraj scary movie

haifa: ee please

ghazal: wsh wdakom

lulu: sm3t ouija al jadeed 7elo


we started talking about the movie till we reached the house, salamna 3ala 5ala Lana, w 3mi 3bdulrahman then went up to lulu's room, we watched the movie and let me tell you it was on hell of a movie and after that we started removing our make up and putting music w dancing lol, guilt was eating me up for lying fa glt ino agool llbanat w ashoof esh ygolo


ghazal: bnat

lulu: hla

ghazal: dgeega wgifo al a3'ani


they stopped the music as i told them everything that happened from the moment we dropped our phones to the twitter thing, oh wait ma shoft twitter,


lulu: aww cute

haifa: ee cute bs esh 7y9eer ino are you a9ln ready b3d ma al shay 9ar m3 mohammad you were devastated w minjid...

lulu: bs mo kl a7ad zy mohammad w don't forget that was what 3 years ago

haifa: eywa 9a9'ga, 6b did he follow you on twitter?

ghazal: ma shoft dageega ( as i open my phone and smiled, don't ask why, i don't even know why anyways turns out he did follow me a hour ago)

haifa: al ebtisamah shaga wjhikk

ghazal: eskotiii

lulu: shklaha 5agatttttt madakiiii

ghazal: w inti b3d eskotii (as we all laughed)

haifa: banat n3ist ana banam

ghazal: ee ana b3d yallah t9ba7o 3ala 5air

lulu: w into mn ahlaha


that night everyone slept with a heavy heart and overthinking clouding there thoughts, haifa still thought of bader and if they will ever meet again or if his thinking about her, little did she know he couldn't get her out of his mind, ghazal thinking about whats gonna happen next and if he will turn out to be like her ex, while he though if she was just like any other girl yet he knew deep down in his heart as he was looking at her eye he could tell she was different, and lulu with abdullah whom the girls knew nothing about, they've been talking for a few days now, little did they all know they were all linked, bader's best friends are abdullah( abood remember him the one elli d5l al shallieh) and musaad, while the girls were the closet cousins



lets see what happens next 



 to be continued...

chapter 6

Chapter 6


--- haifa's prov---

as i went to ghazal's house lulu was already there and as usual lama was the last one to come, i just realized i haven't described them so ghazal is a year younger than i am which makes her 18, she is about 162cm, she is on the white side, she has light brown straight hair which complements her green eyes, and pink-ish normal sized lips and she's on the thin side, then comes lulu whom is 17 years old, she's around 165cm, you can say she is the craziest of us all she literally gives zero fucks lol, she is on the white side, black wavy hair which reaches her chest, she has big lips, she is thin however has all the right curves, then comes lama as you can guess she's the oldest of us all, she's 24 years old and seven months pregnant with her first baby (girl) , she got married two years ago to yousef whom she meet in college, about 3 years ago w as you can tell they have there own story anyways, she's tall 170cm naturally sun kissed, big lips, brown almond eyes, dark brown wavy hair, anyways back to the story they were in ghazals room.


ghazal: bnat t5ayalo atw83 bsafr w aroo7 london bljam3a

haifa: tsthbiliiii 5odiniii

lulu: w ana ajiki b3d sanah

haifa: ya klab w tsiboni lw7di

ghazal: la na5dik m3ana

haifa: i wish..

ghazal: la wallah wanasaaa n3esh m3 b39' w atw83 badam m3aki a7ad akeed abooki w omik ma y7tkoon

haifa: agolahom w agolik, t5ayalo yr9'o minjid wanasaaaaaa


as lama came


ghazal: w a5eeran al anisa lama jt

lama: kli zg knt bbeit 5alti (om yousef)

ghazal: ahh, banat emsho nroo7 al m63m j3t

lulu: ee ana b3d


and just like that we went to the restaurant it was around 8pm we ordered our food, w we sat outside, 3erifto kef ykoon mafto7 bs ino fe shay fogik k2no tent bs maftoo7, no? okay almohim eywa we sat outside w tgdaro tgolo ino kan z7ma

ghazal: w3 shofo al 6wla elli jmb jmbana bl madrasa m3ana a6fal agolik w be shaysho

lulu: ahh 3riftaha, a93'r mini b sanatan mskeena som3atha wara al shamssss

lama: mskeena wallah tkbr w t9'7k 3ala nafsaha

haifa: ee wallah

ghazal: ana baroo7 al 7mam a7ad yji m3aya

lama: al9ara7a ana ma feya

haifa: wala ana

lulu: umm al mara al jaya lol

ghazal: mo minakom mn elli 6lb



--- ghazal's prov---


ghazal: mo mnakom mn elli 6lb


as the girls and i were laughing i went to the bathroom bye my self:) w as i was going to the bathroom i bumped into guy w our phones fell ya allah marra mo wgtoo


..: m3lash o5ti sam7eni

ghazal: ma 9ar shay


as i picked up my phone, i went to the bathroom in a rush, i did my business, w re-touched my makeup, as i was going back to the table i opened my phone.. shit mo jawali, a5adt jawal rijal ya rabi ya ghazal y3ni k2no nag9 i tried calling my phone bs i couldn't even open it kan 3ndo lock.. as it rings bader inshallah ykoon elli m3a wala al walad ytwr6 :)


..: mr7aba lw sma7ti jawalik m3ay w a54ti jawali

ghazal: ( sigh of relief) ee shft wen wdak ta54o

..: ana bl parking i4a 7aba ajeek a7sn l2no kolo shabab

ghazal: 6yb mshkoor a5oy ana jmb starbucks

..: okay yallah I'm coming now m3 al salamah



as i waited for a about two minutes, he came i didn't really look at him before however now i was curious, he was wearing a thoub w shma3' which looked hot btw, he was tall i don't know how tall bs he was really tall, although he was wearing a thob it showed that he works out, sun kissed a bit red in his nose which is cute tbh he has a clean cut beard with white pearly teeth and a amazing smile shit i think 5ageetttt


..: m3lash 3'l6ati ana

ghazal: la 3adi ( as i realizes i have been looking at him fa nzlt 3eni)

..: musaad alx m3aki

ghazal: ah w ghazal alx m3ak (as i tried to imitate him as we both laughed and stood awkwardly in front of each other) um al jawal ( as i pointed to my phone)

musaad: ahh ee m3lsh nseet ( he said awkwardly)


we swapped phones as our hands slightly touched each other, it gave me goosebumps, i'd be lying if i said i didn't like it lol, i started to walk away as musaad suddenly calls my name


musaad: ghazal...






-- to be continued--

chapter 5

Chapter 5



i woke up the next day feeling refreshed it was 2pm, as it was summer for me so it was expected that i would wake up later than usual as soon as i woke up went to the bathroom ( be karama) i did my my morning routine, i went back to my bed and stayed there for about 30 min going through the notifications, my emails, messages etc. as i went through everything i kind of hoped i'd see something from bader bs i think that ship sailed, i mean if he wanted to he would have done something already right,? anyways i was really hungry so i went to the living room to see my parents

haifa: hala yuma hala baba kefakom

om haifa: b5air al7mdellah haifa alyoum bnroo7 beit mama samia (om baba) 3amleen 3zoomat kl sanah

abo haifa: 9aba7 al 5air yal'3'alia

haifa: 74r yuma, 9aba7 al noor ya a7la abo ( as she gives him a warm hug w tboos taj raso as i did the same to my mom)


as you can tell my parents and i are very close although my dad travels a lot he always makes up for it when he comes back to jeddah, and as for my mom don't get me wrong she does have a social life and she goes out a lot however she's always there when i need her. w 3ala " 3zoomat kl sanah" my grandmother makes this party ever year and let me tell you this its huge ykoon fe no joke 150 7areem:)) ya rabi marra mali 5lg. anyways lets skip to 6pm since nothing interesting happened. i wore a of shoulder navy blue dress which was hugged my curves perfectly it reached just above my ankle i wore my 4 inch black christian louboutins, i straightened my hair, put on simple makeup which consisted of concealer, bronzer, blusher, highlighter, a thin eyeliner, mascara and my favorite lipliner soar with twig.

om haifa: haifa fenik et25arna ( as she screamed since she was downstairs)

haifa: yallah jaya ( as she rushed down the stairs)

om haifa: ( as she looks at haifa with a big smile and joy in her eyes) kbrti ya bnti w kabartina m3aki ( as she laughs and hugs haifa)

haifa: mama wsh d3wa yallah et25arna ( as she lets go of the hug and goes to the car)

*in the car*

om haifa: ha haifa fen b3'ati tro7i bl 7ajj

haifa: london

om haifa: ma wdeek nroo7 cannes

haifa: la mama 6fsht w ana aroo7 cannes bellah london, atw83 nouf brtoo7 w leen w layan b3d

om haifa: ahh wanasa

haifa: (as she smiles) ee


since beit mama samia wasn't far we arrived, w since n7na ahl al beit there wasn't anyone there just my first cousins w my aunts.


lulu: haifaaaaa w7shtine la 7s wala 5abar

ghazal: ee wallah fenikk

haifa: wallah m3leshh int msh3'ola marra w7shtoniii wen lama?

lulu: bl m6b5 lol ma tlageha 3'er hink w esh tgool b3d " al baby jo3an" lol

ghazal: ee mashallah da5la bl sab3 al osbo3 al jay

haifa: mashallahh w kef 5ala lana w 5ala sara

ghazal: b5air

haifa: minjid w7shtoni emso n6l3 bkra

lulu: I'm down wn b3'eto goololi

ghazal: amana nroo7 sultan steak house

haifa: eywaa perfect (as lama walks in)

lama: w ana agool mnawir al beit ( as haifa attempts to run to her)

haifa: w7shtineee ya kalbaaaaa

lama: wallah inti al akthrr

haifa: lamoo esma3i bkra bnroo7 sultan steak house btiji?

lama: ee inshallah blel wala?

haifa: ma farag

ghazal: ee a7la w ta3alo beiti gbl ( lulu just walked in)

lulu: esh

ghazal: bkra beiti, b3dan sultan steak house

all: 6yb okay


mama samia then called us all and gave us something to do just to help around, after around 30 minutes or so people started to come and it was getting fuller by the minute, as we were all siting and laughing i noticed this women who looked in her late forties maybe early fifties not sure however she kept looking at me and smiling she then came and talked to me..


..: hala 7bibti kefik

haifa: um al7mdellah kefik

..: 6yba al 7mdellah shklik ma etzkrtini ana 97bat omik esmi noora knt ashoofik daymn w inti 93'era

haifa: ahh ash d3wa 6b3an atzkarik  ( that was a lie i had no clue on who she was lol)

5alti noora: wshlon al dirasa w al jam3a

haifa: al 7mdellah kl shay b5air

5alti noora: ayat sanah mashallah

haifa: da5la al thaleth


we talked for about 5 minutes she was really nice bs she asked way to much questions, we stayed there till about 2 am then we called it a night... at the breakfast table


om haifa: haifa shofti noora ams

haifa: ee

om haifa: y7lelaha ma wgft ttkalam 3alaki

haifa: 99'g

om haifa: ee wallah 3jabtiha ( haifa giving her mom a awkward laugh)

haifa: yuma alyoum b6l3 m3 al banat

om haifa: ee okay


i went up to my room, read blogs just to let time fly, i then put my normal everyday makeup, wore topshop jeans, and a zara top my hair was straightened from yesterday so i let it down as i left my house to go to ghazals




--to be continued --

chapter 4

chapter 4



--- Haifa's prov---

i walked as quick as i could out of there'd let me tell you this it hurt so much under my circumstances, my leg was in so much pain i saw a bench as i made my way there and sat down as my tears began catching up, wait why am i even crying uff, I'm just probably pms-ing, ya allah d7een wsh ygool 4i bzra w he was so kind w nice w, wait haifa esh btgooli 5ala9 stop thinking about him. shit the girls they seem pissed, as the girls speed walked to haifa


leen: HAIFA FEN KONTI

nouf: MJNOONA

layan: hado ya banat, bs haifa esh al sa7ba ma etafagna 3ala ki4a

haifa: s s sorry

leen: btbki ( with a puzzled look on her face as she sees her ankle) esh 9ar (as she points at her ankle)

nouf: meen mz3lik ill whip there asses (as she attempts on making her laugh which actually worked)

haifa: m7d bs 67t w rjli y3wirni, banat wallah its fine bs shkli barod al beit

nouf: hayoof laa eg3odi m3ana yallah 79l 5air,la t3eedihaa 5awaftenaa

haifa: 6yb ( pulling nouf to the side as leen and layan argue over god knows what) nouf umm knt m3 wa7ed

nouf: N3MMMM?!!!!


the least i could say was that she was shocked, layan w leen automatically stoped there conversation and looked at nouf and i with a puzzled expression.


haifa: banat esma3o agolakom kl shay bs nd5ol al shalleih awal please

leen,layan,w nouf: okay


as we had a 5 minutes walk of awkward silence we finally reached the shallieh, we sat down in the living room and it was just us girls, i told them everything that happened from the moment i bumped into him to the moment cried like a baby for god knows what reason...


leen: OH

layan: MY

nouf: GOD

haifa: banatt wyy madri lesh bkeet d7een y7asibni bzraa

leen: dageega esh lagabo

haifa: mn 3elat alx

layan: dageega mama lulu lagabha alx

leen: ee wallah

haifa: amma al donya 93'era

nouf: yallah emsho bs nroo7 m7l al bowling

leen w layan: yallah

haifa: i'll pass rjli marra y3awir

nouf: esh d3wa ya haifa leen mo 3ndik 3akazat

leen: ee 97


Leen got me the crutches, then we made our way out as we went to the bowling center i was kinda hoping he would be there however he wasn't, maybe thats a good thing right i barely know him bs when I'm with him yjeeni e7sas 3'areeb i feel like i just can't describe it, its such amazing feeling its just that first of all i mean i meet him today what type of feeling come this fast with that in mind i just decided that it would be best if i just forgot about what happened knowing that nothing could possibly happen. anyways we went to the bowling center w we were playing in teams it was layan and nouf vs leen and i.


nouf: were gonna beat your sorry asses

leen: you wish

layan: agool bsss sree

leen: askotii

haifa: loosers pay for dinner w winners choose where

all: deal


we all started laughing so much, it was such a fun day despite that i twisted my ankle and ya well we lost:( but it didn't really matter to me, however nouf and leen are really competitive its actually fun to watch those two, we ended up cooking pasta which was really good since leen and i knew how to cook lol. it was around 12 am and we were exhausted so we decided to call it a night as nouf and i left.

*in the car*


haifa: nouf i wanna ask you a question and i know your gonna thinking its stupid wala shay bs minjid mani 3arfa wala ini 3arfa lesh b7os kida wala

nouf: en6ogiii

haifa: t7osi i have a future with bader (whispering)

nouf: shofi you literally just meet him today w you can't really tell plus elli rabi katabo 7y9eer fa la t7tki fl mw9'o3 w ( as haifa's phone rang)

haifa: dageega mama bit69l


incoming call > mamatie <3

mamatie: hala ya binti feink al wgt et25r w abooki rj3 jeddah gbl sa3a ystanaki

haifa: ana bl sayara yallah 20 minutes w bakoon 3ndakom

mamatie: 6yb yallah m3 al salamah

haifa: b bye

call ended


nouf: esh kona bngool

haifa: ino iza we have a future wala

nouf: to be honest ma adri bs wallah al 9br 7elo la tst3jili kl shay 7elo fe wgto

haifa: eywa 97 bs ( nouf's phone started to ring)

nouf: ma y69l al youm kolaha w a5r al lel ytzkrni

haifa: 6b rodi

nouf: ma ab3'a

haifa: bla bzrna rodi

nouf: uff


nouf: n3m rashid ( she sounded annoyed and pissed)

nouf: bl b7r

nouf: b3'at shay

nouf: badri shwaya

haifa: ( whispering) 5ifi 3ala shwaya (as nouf rolled her eyes at haifa and continued talking to rashid)

nouf: 6yb okay ( sounding back to her happy self, as haifa gave nouf a smirk while nouf just looked down)

nouf: (giggling) 7ata inta wallah

nouf: 6yb i love you too rashoodi akalimak fl beat haifa m3aya

nouf: b bye


haifa: al ebtisama shaga wjhikk

nouf: eskoti ( as her cheeks go to a deep shade of red)

haif: al b6a est7attttt (as she pinched her cheeks)

nouf: ya kalbaaa tshofi esh asawi youmik 7yji ( as they were both laughing)


w9lna beiti w nothing really happened that night i stayed with my parents for a bit then went to my room, i went through my messages on whats app, tumblr, snapchat and twitter but i guess there was no sign of him so i tried to sleep, yes tried i don't even know why I'm so hung up on bader its not like i've known him mn zman y3ni i just meet him today, i wonder if his thinking about me, ya allah ya haifa namiiii...


- to be continued-

chapter 3

Chapter 3

---haifa' prov---

bader: soo...

haifa: *giving him  the what do you want look*

bader: mn wen

haifa: wsh d5alak

bader: I'm sorry for just trying to make conversation ( sounding pissed)


damnnnn i melted his english was perfect, shit i must look like shit okay a9ln i don't even give a shit, ya allah ya haifa stop over thinking and say something


haifa: mo k2nana 6walna wen al shalleih

bader: its the next one

haifa: ahh ( as he was placing me on the steps in front of the shalleih to open the doors then helped me up)


t3rifo al e7sas elli 5ayfeen ino you have no idea who this person is yet bs you kinda feel so comfortable around them w t7osi fe shay bennakom bs you have no idea, its a feeling where you feel safe yet so unaware. he helped me make my way to the L couch as i sat with my legs in front of me.


bader: tshrabi shay

haifa:  moya please

bader: 6yb (flashing his million dollar smile)


he got the water with an ice pack and made his way to the couch facing me, ino basically howa jmb rjli, and he slowly pick my leg up the pain got worst


haifa: ayyy please 5ala9 abi arj3

bader: wennn, haifa rjlk manfo5 5aleeni awadeeki mostashfa

haifa: bader please l2

bader: haifa wallah mob 3shani, 3shanik

haifa: 6yb 7o6 al thlj for now w iza lisa y3wr nroo7 al mostashfa

bader: w3d w tgoolen ma tnksfeen

haifa:  w3d


5 minutes of awkward silence

bader: soo.. km 3mrik

haifa: 19 yr w int

bader: 23 yr tdrosi barra wala bjeddah

haifa: la adros fe jeddah ll'asaf.. bjam3at xx w int

bader: ana badros fe london fe jam3at xx

haifa: i've always wanted to go there bs being an only child no way ahli yr9'o

bader:  no way ana 3ndi 4 sisters w 1 brother yallah 5asara inshallah Liza wdeeik saw your masters

haifa: weeni w wen al masters inshallah at5rj b3dan ashof (as they both laughed) mashallah allah y7fzhom w y5aleekom lb39'


and just like that we started talking, bdoon 7s 3da s3a, although i only meet him today there was something about him that made me so comfortable around him, he made me feel like i was someone, something special the way her would listen to me when i would talk, the way he would laugh at my corny jokes, the way he made it seem so easy, thankfully he had a special aid kit in the house which had an ankle brace, it helped a lot i mean at least i could walk by myself right? shit 3ada sa3a, al banattt s7bt 3alahom s7ba they must be worried sick about me, just as i was about to tell bader i had to go someone came in, how the fuck did he forget to lock the door.


..: hala ya bader fenak

bader: (whispering) shit haifa ma ab3'a a7ad yshofik t3ali m3aya

haifa: wen bnroo7

bader: ed5oli al 3'orfa w e6l3i mn al backdoor 7ykoon fe

haifa: bader wallah ma a3rif (as her vision started to blur)

bader: ya allah ya haifa

haifa: ana wsh d5alni bader please 9rifoo

..: bader wenakk

bader:6yb (whispering to haifa) hala ya 3abood esma3 bs adish al 7mam w agablk bl b7r ( as he left to see his friend i guess)

3bood: la t6weel b3'ena n6l3 ( he made his way and closed the door behind him)

bader: that was close (whispering to himself as he was speed walking to his room to find haifa tearing)

bader: hey hey hey whats wrong

haifa: i shouldn't have i i have to go

--- baders prov---


i sensed that she had regretted staying and she might have been scared, i don't blame her i've just meet her, as a hot tear rushed down her face i slightly placed my hand on her face wiping that single tear as another followed along she placed her small hand on top of mine moving it away, at that moment i felt something I'm pretty sure she felt it to however, i just decided to brush that feeling away knowing that things won't work out just like my previous failed experiences, i mean why did i even do that ma bennaa ya allah ya bader etkalam

bader: lesh t9e7een (in a soft voice)

haifa: i i i have to go I'm sorry


kasarat 5a6ri wallah she isn't like the other girls i knew she was different i could feel it. as she walked away i knew better than to run after her, i also knew she didn't want to be followed by me. as i helped myself out to meet my friends she was long gone


3abood: fenak ya bader ga3deen s3a w n7na nstanak

mishal: ee wallah wsh ga3d tsawi

bader: jani sh3'la m3lash

3abood: ween nroo7

mishal: mshtahi mac into

3abood: wallah goodam w bader?

bader: yallah w kalmo musaad ygablna


-- to be continued--

chapter 2

Faith chapter 2 

character description 

haifa: 19 years old, 165cm, naturally sun kissed, long thick lashes, pink full lips light brown eyes, long brown wavy hair, she is not too skinny however she is on the skinny side. haifa is the type of girl whom fantasized a lot but if she got the chance she would back out. 

nouf: 20 years old, body goals mashallah, white, short brown wavy hair, green eyes, 6oolaha 162cm, thick lashes. she is the type of person who is so down to earth, she is the wisest and truly wants the best for everyone she loves.

layan w leen: 19 years old, identical twins, naturally sun kissed, brown blackish curly long hair bs mo elli bzyada, full red lips, there bodies are amazinggg, there really pretty. the only difference that they have is that leens voice is slightly higher than layans voice. they are the type of people elli lama tg3odi m3ahom t9'7aki marra 

Rashid: 24 years old, he is tall, he is around 187cm, typical saudi guy, he has a dirty beard, dark sharp features, normal sized red-ish lips which comes along with a set of straight white pearly teeth, nouf and rashid are dating for probably a year now, the are 2nd cousins 

ill describe the rest later in the story <3

Chapter 2

chapter 1

Hey loves so this is gonna be my first blog w ma b6awel 3alakom bs all i wanted to say is please give me your feedback w hopefully you guys will enjoy, don't forget to comment <3