Chapter 20
“Previously
Om Haifa: yallah yahaifa taraki 6walti
Haifa: ee mama daria
Om Haifa: yallah al banat fog 7o6i makeup w
t3ali
Haifa: okay”
My heart was beating so fast as each minute
passes, lama was doing my make up since she was a pro..
Ghazal: yallah 5ala9t
Haifa: yallah blbas kl shay b3dan i'll see the
final look
Ghazal ee perfect
I wore my dress which fitted like a glove,
then i wore my YSL tan heals, i wore the ring and necklace he got me along with
the love bracelet from my dad, then i was set i went to the girls
Lama: (tearing) hayoofatiee mashallahh
Ghazal: haifaaa you look wawww
Haifa: banat wallah a7bakom
I went to the mirror seeing myself for the
first time, i gasped, the dress hugged my curls perfectly as my curls were
perfectly curled and reached just above my chests, my make up was classy yet
simple, i looked good, as my mother came in
Om haifa: yallah ya haifa et2- ( tearing, as i
looked at her from the reflection of the mirror)
Haifa: yallah jya
Om haifa: mashallah tabarok allah, shklik
yjnin
Haifa: akeed 6l3a le omi ( laughs)
Om haifa: (gives her a hug) yallah jayeen b3d
5 dgayg
Haifa: okay
I waited in my room with ghazal w lama as the
nanny cane and told
me it was time to go down stairs
Haifa: banat l2 ma ab3'a
Ghazal: hw wsho ma abi
Lama: ( tmsk ydaha) trust me its normal t7osi
kida bs you know him w t3rifi kl shay 3no awal ma tnzoli 7trta7i ino hw bader
Haifa: inshallah (as she lets go of her hand
and walk towards the doors)
I went down the stairs and with every step i
felt something beautiful yet i was so nervous as i reached the last step and
raised my head to see him next to his mom, he looked so good i couldn't help
but smile
Om bader: mar7aba 7abibtie
Haifa: mr7aba (salamat 3alya b7arara)
Bader: (put his hand out to shake mine)
kefik
Haifa: (looking at the floor as she let go of
his hands) 7mdellah b5air
I talked to his mom w sisters, and aunts they
were all so nice as he talked to my dad..
Om haifa: 6b hayoof td5oli al 9ala bader
ystanaki
Haifa: okay
I went in as my dad greeted me and nodded his
head in acceptance, i kissed his check then went and sat on the other side of
the couch playing with my nails
Bader: ya 7a4i fe elli mst7iyaa (as he gets up
from his place and sits next to me)
Haifa: (thats when i looked at him and our
eyes looked for about a minute) tb3'a gahwa
Bader: l2 ab3'aki inti
Haifa: (i covered my face w laughed) la minjid
( i stood up)
he stood up w held my hands, then kissed my cheek
as the tension suddenly risen ella faj2a a7ad yd5l w we moved away from each
other my nanny came w gave me drinks w left
Bader: b3'et amoot a7osbha abook LOL
Haifa: samee, (giggles) 6b tshrab shay
Bader: ee, laymoon
Haifa: (smiles) okay
Bader: hayoof wn tbi fl honey moon ( smirks)
Haifa: hw bader lisa badri
Bader: la bnmalik al shahar al jay w al fara7
al shahar elli b3do
Haifa: hw bader ma ymdeni asawi shay
Bader: 6b mta wdik
Haifa: al fara7 6 months
Bader: wsh y9brni
Haifa: 6b 3l agal 4
Bader: deal ( as he held both my hands and
kissed them), a7bk ya a3'la ma 3ndi
Haifa: (i let go) w ana akthr ya b3d 3omri
Omy d5lat w said that it was time for bader to
leave..
Om bader: (as she was hugging me) ya 74 waladi
feek ( as she gave me a wink w we both started to laugh)
Dana(o5t bader): nshoofik 3la 5air ( hug)
Haifa: inshallah
Awal ma they left lama w ghazal w mama came
asking soo much questions
Om haifa: haifa dageega t3ali
"*flasback*
1 year ago
Haifa: mama wdi agolik shay
Om haifa: hla
Haifa: mama fe uni et3rft 3la wa7d
Om haifa: l2 wsh hl 8lat al adab
Haifa: mama esm3ini ana jaya agolik 3shan ma
asawi shay min waraki
Om haifa: ya haifa w wen 3adatana w t8alegana
Haifa: 6b mama wsh asawi
Om haifa: allah yhdiki ya bnti, shofi ana ma
bagolik ini mwaf8a 3la shay, bs inti t3rifi al 97 mn al 562a w inik jeti w
gltili y3ni i trust you, fa sawi elli t7osi 97 w entabhi 3la nafsik ya binti
Haifa: mama wallah a7obik, w ee 6b3ann
*end of flashback*"
Om haifa: ha4a hw elli mn uni (raising one
eyebrows)
Haifa: ee (as here mother laughs)
Om haifa: mashallah al 7ub bayn allah ytmakom
lb39'
Haifa: ameen
Mama left..
Ghazal: omggg kef kann
I told them what happened w they were so happy
for me 7mdellahh, my friends came over w we had a sleepover, it was so much
fun. 3 weeks later...
Haifa: mama al milka b3d osbo3 w kl shay mo
jahz wsh asawi anaa
Om haifa: allah yhdikom into ma 3ndkom 9bir
Haifa: 6b mama al fostan yw9l bkra
Om haifa: ee inshallah 5altik btjebo bkra mn
London
Haifa: inshallah, mama 3adi a6l3 m3 bader
alyoum
Oh haifa: 7abibtie 93ba shwaya
Haifa: mama please
Om haifa: kefik
Haifa: shkrnnn
R7t 3’orfati w I showered, b3dan 76a6 makeup
5afef w lbst blosa soda mn H&M w black leggings mn Calvin Klein, w my prada
flats. 30 min later…
Calling bader<3
Haifa: alo
Bader: fdattt hl 9o6, hla hla be a7la bnt fl
3alam
Haifa: bss (laughing, w hey mst7iya)
Bader: zojti tst7i mini
Haifa: (giggling) wenak
Bader: 5 minutes away yallah etjhzi
Haifa: okay
End call
Five minutes later he came
Haifa: yummaa mashya
Om Haifa: okay entabhi 3la nafsik, glti le
abooki
Haifa: ee
Om Haifa: enba96i
Haifa: ee akeed (as they both laugh)
Fl sayara
Bader: tw ma nwr al sayara
Haifa: a7bk (t3’6i wjha)
Bader: 7ubi
Haifa: hla
Bader: 3omri
Haifa: n3m
Bader: I love you
Haifa: w I love you much more (as he holds her
hand)
Bader: wsh mshtahiya
Haifa: umm pizza
Bader: al 6alab ra5ee9 w inti 3’alia
Haifa: hahaha, lesh
Bader: 7tshofi
He went to dominos, w I was confused asf, bs
went with the flow, he came out with two boxes of pizza and small box atw83 al
chocolate lava cake yummyyy, he put it in the trunk…
Haifa: (while bader’s opening the car door)
bader please goli esh bnsawii
Bader: al 9abr 7elo
Haifa: laa wallah 6b emshi n5ali al fara7 al
sanah al jaya
Bader: la ana ag9o9’ fe ashy2 w ashya2
Haifa: la wallah
Bader: LOL la amz7 bs wallah your gonna love
it
Haifa: inshallah
Bader: esma3i de al o3’niya (as she squeezes
his hands in excitement )
Haifa: okay ( with a big smile)
لاني بجاملك في هذه، ومن جد أبيك
توسّد الغيم، وارقد، وفض هذا الجدال
واتركني أمسح على خدك، واسمّي عليك
أرجوك حاول، تصدقني وترتاح بال
والله مالك في قلبي يا حبيبي شريك
Haifa: 7abibii wallah
Bader: w9lna
I was so onfused, we were in the middle of no
where ma kan fe m7l wala shay kna fe ar9’ fa9ya
Haifa: hw bader
Bader: la t5afi ana wyak bs t3ali wara
Haifa: okay
We were in his family care, w kan sayrto
kabera 8 seater GMC, w nazal elli fl n9
fa kan zy couch “ L__L” (ino kida lol) jab blanket w pillows w 6l3 his laptop…
Haifa: wsho h4a
Bader: bnsawi movie night
Haifa: ahaa
Fa kna bntfaraj a comedy w nakol al pizza,
what a perfect date… 5ala9 al mvie fa we were laying down w taking,
Bader: Haifa how much kids do you want
Haifa: madri 3
Bader: n3mm l2 bnjeeb 6
Haifa: hw sita mrra w7da
Bader: ee wsh feha
Haifa: la salamtak
Bader: loll abi bnt awal tdreen lesh
Haifa: (while staring at his big brown eyes)
lesh
Bader: abi kida mini haifa’s loll
Haifa: w ana abi mini baders ( laughing)
Bader: abi ay shay bs akoon m3akii
Haifa: al7mdellah 3lak bs
Bader: allah y5aleeki le
Haifa: w y5alik le
It got intense as we were so close to each
other looking into each other not making a single sound, its like we forgot how
to speak bs our eyes were talking. I didnt even realize how close we were till
his lips gently touched mine as his hand was on my check gently going up to my
hair and mine was on his broad shoulders.., then we let go
Bader: asfa wallah mo gaz9'i (smirk)
Haifa: la umm 3a-
He kissed me again but this time i didnt stop
him 3la 6oul, it was so passionate, ella fj2a jawali dg perfect timing
Om haifa: hla bnt wenik
Haifa: ahh umm bl6reeg
Om haifa: ahh ana w abook bn6l3 nt3sha fa awal
ma tw9li klmi al sh3'ala
Haifa: okay
Om haifa: m3 al salamah
Call ended
Bader: wen kna (devilish smile)
Haifa: (pushes him away) l2 kla km you al 9br
7elo
Bader: (quickly kisses her cheeks) a7bkk
Haifa: w ana amoot feek, yallah nrj3
Bader: ee yallah
We went back home w i went straight to my room
to sleep...
