chapter 18

Chapter 18

“Previously

Bader: allah y5aleki le ya rabb

Haifa: w y5alek ly (in a low voice)

Bader: were here… “

---haifa’s provo---

We were in front of Cartier; bader knew that I loved it so much however Cartier was way too much.

Bader: were here yallah

Haifa: bader please wallah

Bader: yallah please 3shani

Haifa: okay

We went in and he was looking at the love section as I looked at the jewelry and admired it

Bader: hayoof gesi al ring 7g your index finger please

Haifa: la hw wsh elli ygaysni

Bader: yallah bs wallah 3shani

I did as told and got the size of my index finger w my ring finger b3d lol, he told me to wait in the car 3shan it got a bit crowded w we were getting weird looks mn nas so I did as told,  5 minutes later he came out of Cartier with two bags in his hands as I was shocked and surprised cause he told me he was asking something for his mother w it was just for future things w ki4a

Haifa: bader wsho 4a

Bader: (flashing his million dollar smile) lesh mo 3jbatik

Haifa: (blushing) la bs bader ma y9eer

Bader: mabrook 7abibty

Haifa: (shocked that he said 7abibtiy) n3m

Bader: 7abibty, w galbe w 3omri b3d

Haifa: (blushing) shkrn

Bader: dageega la tft7enha d7een

Haifa: okay

Bader: bnroo7 m7l b3d

Haifa: 6yb

He went to his beach house which was so beautiful, w little did I know he set a date there, awal ma d5lt shft two tables w a candle mn benahom, w a boutique or red roses with one white one in the middle. He held my hand and walked me through the living room w gave me the flowers, as I looked at him and I was speechless, this guy knows how to make me speechless in the best way possible

Bader: shofti al white rose

Haifa: ee

Bader: ha4i inti, your different, special, you stand out, your one of a kind

Haifa: (I hugged him, I hugged his so tight not wanting to let go, forever wising that this moment could be frozen and ii could be with him here forever) bader wallah I don’t know what to say 3’er shkrn 3la kl shay

Bader: anything to see you smile (as he still has his smile, he opens up the first Cartier bag which was a small box, as he holds the box’s and is inches away from me, he opens it and I see the most beautiful love ring) hayoof ha4a promise ring, I promise I will love you till the day i die as cheesy as that sound its true lol, bs haifa I really do love you w I’m willing to wait for you, I’m willing to do as you please bs I promise I will always be there as a friend, more than a friend, even if a brother if that’s what you need imp just willing to be there for you and I promise you

Haifa: (i shed a tear, i normally wouldn’t bs i couldn’t help it) i love you (and there i said it, i never said it in english till today but i had to, i wanted to, i loved him so much it hurt not being around him, he smiled so much it was so cute he slid the ring in my index finger, and suddenly he kissed my cheek w i turned red!!)

Bader: est7ati lol

Haifa: bader lol( i hit his shoulder playfully)

Bader: w jbtalik shay b3d

Haifa: wsho b3d

Bader:  (opened the box which was much bigger which showed a beautiful neckless from the love collection with one diamond on top) w ha4a to thank you for always being there

Haifa: bader wallah ma kan lw da3i kl da

Bader: adri

as he takes the neckless w goes around me as he placed the neckless around my neck as i shivered cause he was so close, he closed the lock and stayed in the same position for 2 seconds, i'd be lying if i said i didn't like it bs after that he went to the dinner table w took my chair out as i sat in it w he pushed it in then went to his

Haifa: what are we having for lunch wla dinner lol

Bader: you'll wait and see

Haifa: shitttt, what time is it

Bader: (as he checks his watch 6:30) lesh 

Haifa: dagega wn jawali

They looked around for about 15 minutes till bader decided to check his car, it was there w kan fe 13 missed calls mn mama :)

Haifa: bader mama e69lt 13 time dageega

Bader: 6b ana baroo7 barra wgt ma t5ali9i klmini 3shan t5di ra7tik

Haifa: okay shkrn

Calling mamatiee

Om haifa:  haifa wenikk

Haifa: m3 97batie (it killed me to lie to he bs it would kill her if she knew the truth)

Om haifa: haifa al mafro9' nkoon be beit jdk b3d sa3a

Haifa: 6yb mama inti ro7i w hm yw9loni

Om haifa: okay bs 5ali al jawal m3aki please wallah 5ara3tini

Haifa: asfa okay wala yhmik, yallah m3 al salamah

End call

I called bader w told him to come he did

Bader: all good ?

Haifa: yupp

Bader: okay where having something so good trust me you will love it, just give me a sec ( he went to the kitchen w got out to plates with a silver cover, 7g al room service) are you ready

Haifa: ee lol

Bader: okayy ( he opened the covers as i expected something totally different, kan mcdonalds) ahhahaha

Haifa: my favoriteee lollll

Bader: kef bss

Haifa: meya meya

Bader: lollll

Bader: (while eating) wsh omik glat inshallah kl shay b5air

Haifa: ee al7mdellah bs glat ino feni w ino lzm aro7 beit jadi

Bader: ah okay t3rifi al w9f

Haifa: eywa, umm bader tbi trj3 london

Bader: al 9ara7a l2 bs al shay al wa7eed elli mt7msni 3la London hw inti w ino I spend more time with you <3

Haifa: ((blushing while eating) same wallah

They finished eating; w washing up then they went to that car with bader carrying the bags and flowers, In the car

Bader: Haifa i4a e7tajti ay shay please golili

Haifa: okay

Bader: la mnjid wallah anytime

Haifa: (smiling) okay

We played music as we sang along to most of the songs till w9lna al 7ay

Haifa: im pretty sure this lafa

Bader: Haifa we are going around in circles

Haifa: 6b wsh asawi ana al beit hina

Bader: Haifa are you sure 3rfa wen ray7a

Haifa: eywa just go

Bader: ( as he went) fen b3d

Haifa: thalth lafa 3la yamenik

Bader: that’s where we went last time

Haifa: just go please howa beit lon al bab bony w aswad

Bader: Haifa al beit mt2kida thalth lafa

Haifa: eywa okay

We literally went in circles for 15 minutes till Haifa decided to call her mom and ask ll6areeg

Calling mamatiee..

Haifa: hla mama

Om Haifa: wenik ya bnti klna nstanaki

Haifa: mama ana bl 6areeg bs hw thalth lafa 3la al yameen

Om Haifa: la 7abibtie thani lafa, hw swag nouf ma ydri  

Haifa: la sawag jaded, 6yb mshkora yallah inshallah bji d7een

Om Haifa: okay yallah 7abibty nstanaki

Haifa, okay

End call

Bader: (ytaryag) thalth lafa im sure, (as h attempts to copy my voice bs fails) yallah golili fen aro7 (laughing)

Haifa: la ttaryag (as I laugh w cover my face) thani lafa

Bader: kl da w 6l3 thani lafa (laughing)

Haifa: yallah bs et25rt

Bader: lol

We sung our last song together then he dropped me to my grandmother’s house w al7mdellah no one was outside w m7ad shaf, salamt 3la kl a7ad w I missed them so much, I sat down with my cousins, haya, talia, a7mad w aboodi

A7mad: m3lesh Haifa 3adi atkalam m3aki dgegtain

Haifa: ee sure

We got w went out side 3nd al jnana w started walking

Haifa: so whats up

A7mad: bs2lik so2al w7d w jawbeni b9ara7a

Haifa: (I was so scared 3shan hw marra closed minded) hla

A7mad: mno elli w9lik

Haifa: 97batie

A7mad: w inti jmb al sawag

Haifa: hw ya a7mad wsh hl as2la (trying to leave)

A7mad: w km m3akom

Haifa: al bnat

A7mad: w mashallah klkm kafato fl Porsche

Haifa: (that’s when I knew I was screwed) umm

A7mad: Haifa la tkzibi 3lay ana mani gayl le ahlik bs golili al 9ij (as he clinched his fists w kan shway w y39b)

Haifa: a7mad wsh tbani agool

A7mad: knit m3 mino (as he sad it louder and angrier plus he turned red)

Haifa: wa7d wyay bl jam3a

A7mad: mnjidik (as he looked furious)

Haifa: ee

A7mad: w bkl thi8a b3d, wgfi tkalimi (he held my arm so hard)

Haifa: (as he held my arm so tighter, it hurt) w5r ya a7med ( as I tried to make it loose)

A7mad: esm3i wgfi wala wallah ya haifa ma tshofi 5air (as he gave me a trashy look and yelled at me then let go of my hand as it meant nothing w left me alone)

I ran to the bathroom elli jmb al masba7 w I started crying w letting everything out, he ruined everything ya rabi, a9ln hw mno ygoli ki4a mo a5oy wla abo hw mno??  ella fj2a jawali yrn w kan 3’azal, perfect timing 7mdellah

Call

Ghazal: hla hlaaaa

Haifa:  (sniff) ghazal fe shay

Ghazal: hw Haifa btbki

Haifa: ghazalll akrahooo AKRAHOOOO, hw mno ki4a ysawi feni wallahma y9eer ( crying harder and harder)

Ghazal: hw Haifa wenik ajeeki w tgolili esh 9ar

Haifa: la la ana fe beit mama tamara

Ghazal: ahh 6b esh 9ar goolili

Haifa: ghazalll wallah 7moot lw ma kan fe 7ayatie wallah ma agdr a3esh bdoonooo, ya allah kareehhh akrahoooo

Ghazal: t3wthi mn ebless hiafa ana jaya adini 10 minutes w bkoon 3ndik

Haifa: walla mo-

End call

I sat there crying on the thought of not having him anymore, I got so attached and I guess he did to, ghazal jt b3d 10 minutes w she knocked on the door

Haifa;(shaky voice) meen

Ghazal: ana ghazal

Haifa: (unlocks the door w falls into her arms ash she cries)

Ghazal: hw hayoof wsh d3wa wala yshtahl kl da

I told her everything from A to Z as she kept on hugging me and rubbing my back

Ghazal: yallah bs nrj3 london w everything will get back to normal w 4a al zg malo 7g w ma yst7i 3la wjho, adini yadik ashoof  (she gave me her hand as I gasped seing a bruise)

Haifa: I guess its hoodies for me till it goes

Ghazal: Haifa mo 97 inik tg3deen sakta 3aleh

Haifa: wsh bagool, 3wrni 3shan shafni m3 7abibi, ana baroo7 feha mo hw

Ghazal: ee 9a9’ga, g3da hina mn mita,

Haifa: shit 9arli 45 minutes akeed ahli bydwrioon

Ella fj2a we heard a knock, my eyes were bloodshot w I had mascara all over my face, kan bayn ini ba97 ella fj2a the door swings open w its…

who knocked on the door

too be continued..

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